it's true, God loves you!! so smile, appreciate life and BE HAPPY. don't be mean. don't talk about people. don't judge others. because we both know that none of us like to be called names, like to be talked about and like to be judged. we're all alike. which means none of us like it when that stuff happens. why do it to people if you wouldn't like it happening to you? when people say you've changed, it's true most of the time, but who says change isn't a good thing? growing up means changing. not only the way you look, but the way you look at life and how you deal with things.
pray.
pray, talk to your Lord at night, i promise you he's there to listen to you.. pray for those in need of a prayer. there are so many people in this world right now who would KILL to be you. even if that sounds crazy, because you might feel lonely or leftout - trust me so many others have it much worse than you. if you have a roof over your head, food in your fridge, a bed to sleep in... You're luckier than millions of homeless people who die of starvation everyday.
Appreciate. THANK your lord for allowing you to wake up this morning. it might be your last day, so enjoy today. be nice to people and YOU could brighten up your own day. try your hardest to make the right decisions BUT dont be afraid to make mistakes.
making mistakes while we're young is for the best. because making mistakes means learning, and what we learn determines our future. WHO YOU ARE will be WHAT YOU'VE DONE. the mistakes you've done, the words you said, the boys you kissed, the friends you backstabbed... all of this will make you WHO U ARE in your future.
make mistakes. make as many as you can. and then one day you'll KNOW who you are.
and remember to SMILE because GOD LOVES YOU :)
and i do too oh how ironic!!! -lovelovelove- <3!
Thursday, January 27, 2011
Saturday, January 8, 2011
life isn't complicated
people are!
i mean think about it, most of the things in life that you are forbidden to do, life hasn't forbid you, people have! i dont even know if im making sense but you know what i mean. lets say you want to go beach. but this beach is an hour away and you cant go by yourself. why? theres many reason. maybe you're not allowed, maybe you don't drive, maybe you dont like getting public transport. maybe you have noone to go with and you dont like going by yourself. if life was complicated, there'd be an ACTUAL reason as to why it's "forbidding" you to go. PEOPLE are what make life complicated. they say and do stuff and with the whole 'parents' thing, "if we say no that means no!" "but why?!" "BECAUSE I SAID SO!!" i mean, it's that easy as a parent. but come on, you cant say no to everything!
do you think neil armstrong would have stepped on the moon if his parents had said no?! do you think will smith would have been one of the best actors in the world if his parents had said he couldn't go and reach for his dream!?
i dont even know where im going with this blog but ill keep going anyway.
don't be afraid to say yes once in a while. do you say no because your afraid? afraid of what? to make mistakes? let me tell you, we're all afraid of making mistakes but.. you have to make as many mistakes as you can because we wouldnt know who we are without taking wrong turns on the road of life, and mucking up. we wouldnt know right from wrong.
HAVE FUN. dont let anybody get in your way.
thats my advice, even though i cant take it, i'll give it because i know its the right thing. ANYWAYYYYYYY, its actually summer here and im on holidays "once again". but its not the best of holidays. i wanna make it the best but... wellllllll people say NO so i have to say NO too. -,-
life isnt complicated, PEOPLE ARE!! >:(
i mean think about it, most of the things in life that you are forbidden to do, life hasn't forbid you, people have! i dont even know if im making sense but you know what i mean. lets say you want to go beach. but this beach is an hour away and you cant go by yourself. why? theres many reason. maybe you're not allowed, maybe you don't drive, maybe you dont like getting public transport. maybe you have noone to go with and you dont like going by yourself. if life was complicated, there'd be an ACTUAL reason as to why it's "forbidding" you to go. PEOPLE are what make life complicated. they say and do stuff and with the whole 'parents' thing, "if we say no that means no!" "but why?!" "BECAUSE I SAID SO!!" i mean, it's that easy as a parent. but come on, you cant say no to everything!
do you think neil armstrong would have stepped on the moon if his parents had said no?! do you think will smith would have been one of the best actors in the world if his parents had said he couldn't go and reach for his dream!?
i dont even know where im going with this blog but ill keep going anyway.
don't be afraid to say yes once in a while. do you say no because your afraid? afraid of what? to make mistakes? let me tell you, we're all afraid of making mistakes but.. you have to make as many mistakes as you can because we wouldnt know who we are without taking wrong turns on the road of life, and mucking up. we wouldnt know right from wrong.
HAVE FUN. dont let anybody get in your way.
thats my advice, even though i cant take it, i'll give it because i know its the right thing. ANYWAYYYYYYY, its actually summer here and im on holidays "once again". but its not the best of holidays. i wanna make it the best but... wellllllll people say NO so i have to say NO too. -,-
life isnt complicated, PEOPLE ARE!! >:(
Wednesday, January 5, 2011
2011, new year, new me
Hi all! Okay, so I totally don't even know if any of you are reading any of my stuff anymore. (Not that I've been writing everyday). But if there's that one amazing person who actually does come on here every once in a while, I'd like to thank you for waiting for me while I tried to figure out who I am. I've got so much to tell you all. It's been months since I've last blogged.
But first thing's first. Happy new year! It's FINALLY 2011. I say 'finally' as if 2010 went by really slow, but trust me it really didn't... Although there were a few weeks that did go by really slow, but now when I look back I know it went by a blur! A lot has changed though and I wish I could tell you all about THAT but... we'll stay off it for a while :)
All I know is that I've become a more mature "butterflied" teenager (who turns 16 in a month). I know I'm still young to know who I am, but honestly, I know what I need to know. I still get confused sometimes, like I don't know who I am or where to turn. But as of now, 2011, I've decided to change things. I want to become a better person. I want to help others, stay aware of everything needed to be aware of. I want to study hard in school this year (Year 11). And most of all, I want to keep this blog updated which I failed to do so before... Haha.
Lets begin........
Last week I came back from my 3 month trip to Lebanon. Wanna know about that? Ok Ok I won't drain your life! The trip was really awesome, that's it all summarized. I caught up with family, I made new friends, I had fun. I'd definitely go back there again because I know as soon as I arrived to Australia - I missed it like hell!
Have I been writing lately? No not really :( I've started a story actually, and it's beginning to get really interesting I must say.. I'll fill you in on that later :)
I wish I could write another 'inspirational touching' type of blog again and trust me, I will! There's many things in my life that's happened that I could turn into one of those.. so don't worry I will. Just not now. Maybe tomorrow, so please check back. That's if your really interested.
I have to go because my brother's bugging me to get on the computer. So bye now! Love you all. xox
But first thing's first. Happy new year! It's FINALLY 2011. I say 'finally' as if 2010 went by really slow, but trust me it really didn't... Although there were a few weeks that did go by really slow, but now when I look back I know it went by a blur! A lot has changed though and I wish I could tell you all about THAT but... we'll stay off it for a while :)
All I know is that I've become a more mature "butterflied" teenager (who turns 16 in a month). I know I'm still young to know who I am, but honestly, I know what I need to know. I still get confused sometimes, like I don't know who I am or where to turn. But as of now, 2011, I've decided to change things. I want to become a better person. I want to help others, stay aware of everything needed to be aware of. I want to study hard in school this year (Year 11). And most of all, I want to keep this blog updated which I failed to do so before... Haha.
Lets begin........
Last week I came back from my 3 month trip to Lebanon. Wanna know about that? Ok Ok I won't drain your life! The trip was really awesome, that's it all summarized. I caught up with family, I made new friends, I had fun. I'd definitely go back there again because I know as soon as I arrived to Australia - I missed it like hell!
Have I been writing lately? No not really :( I've started a story actually, and it's beginning to get really interesting I must say.. I'll fill you in on that later :)
I wish I could write another 'inspirational touching' type of blog again and trust me, I will! There's many things in my life that's happened that I could turn into one of those.. so don't worry I will. Just not now. Maybe tomorrow, so please check back. That's if your really interested.
I have to go because my brother's bugging me to get on the computer. So bye now! Love you all. xox
Saturday, August 14, 2010
heaven
there seems to be a lot more "famous" people these days that only care about the money and the fame. when they reach that level, they lose themselves, they lose their faith in god, and they are brainwashed. it seems as though they think with the amount of money theyre aparently "making" will get them into heaven.
let me tell you something. heaven is not a vending machine. you cant just put in money you need to put in effort. do you really think the gates of heaven will open for you with all the sins your commiting, the evil thats taking over you, the disrespect? do you really think the sexual relations you have just for the pleasure is worth dissapointing god?
do you really want to be god's child, god's innocent angel who fell from the top and pleased satan instead of your creator? dont let the media and those (satan's undercover brainwashers) pull you into a cult (illuminati) to take control of your mind, your soul and your body because there is no illuminati in heaven, that is all just a distraction satan has sent his worshippers to brainwash us into thinking god misjudged satan. a devil is not named a devil for no reason.
make the right choices, make desicions wisely and think of the consequences that might occur before you act.
let me tell you something. heaven is not a vending machine. you cant just put in money you need to put in effort. do you really think the gates of heaven will open for you with all the sins your commiting, the evil thats taking over you, the disrespect? do you really think the sexual relations you have just for the pleasure is worth dissapointing god?
do you really want to be god's child, god's innocent angel who fell from the top and pleased satan instead of your creator? dont let the media and those (satan's undercover brainwashers) pull you into a cult (illuminati) to take control of your mind, your soul and your body because there is no illuminati in heaven, that is all just a distraction satan has sent his worshippers to brainwash us into thinking god misjudged satan. a devil is not named a devil for no reason.
make the right choices, make desicions wisely and think of the consequences that might occur before you act.
Wednesday, June 30, 2010
a good heart
you are... amazing. beautiful, and the only thing that's going to make you even more beautiful, is if you be-you..tiful. be yourself. don't be afraid to take chances, risks and make mistakes because that's going to make you who you are, and therefore you will find somebody who will love you for you. you'll know what truly makes you happy, you'll know how to spend the rest of your life. don't waste your time, because believe it or not, time is short. life is not certain. congratulations, you've survived through yesterday. but nobody said you'd survive through today, or if you'd see tomorrow. if that doesn't make you realize that time is short, then what does?
only you can define your happiness. hearts break, people change, promises are broken, life gets rough, yeah... but life goes on. you can't really do anything but at least try and forget about it, because it's the past. and nobody can change what has already happened. you don't get a second chance, life's not a xBox game you can simply restart, you've only got one chance at life.. so make it worth it, because before you know it, it may be over sooner than you think.
it's reality. face it. i'm not going to sit here and tell you wrong from right, or not to make mistakes, i'm going to be honest with you.. because i care. only you can make the choices in your life. only you can decide who to trust or not. it's normal to make mistakes, and those mistakes, take them as an awareness. learn from them. because all these risks and chances you take, all these mistakes.. they make you who you are today.
just be careful. because you may know what day it is, you may know who you love and who you dislike, you may know what the time is.. but something you don't know is, When is your time?
choose and make your choices wisely.
use your brain, what's it for? use it wisely. don't waste your time caring about something that doesn't really matter in the end. be kind to people. treat people the way you'd like to be treated. give to the poor, to the less fortunate. appreciate every breath you take because every second, a breath is shortened. a heart stops beating. a person stops living.
that person can be you sooner than you'd think.
we know that.
what we don't know is... when?
now? tomorrow? next month? in a year? before you have children?
so many questions are asked, but not many are answered. not many can be answered.
appreciate because your only one chance at life can be taken away so easily..
only you can define your happiness. hearts break, people change, promises are broken, life gets rough, yeah... but life goes on. you can't really do anything but at least try and forget about it, because it's the past. and nobody can change what has already happened. you don't get a second chance, life's not a xBox game you can simply restart, you've only got one chance at life.. so make it worth it, because before you know it, it may be over sooner than you think.
it's reality. face it. i'm not going to sit here and tell you wrong from right, or not to make mistakes, i'm going to be honest with you.. because i care. only you can make the choices in your life. only you can decide who to trust or not. it's normal to make mistakes, and those mistakes, take them as an awareness. learn from them. because all these risks and chances you take, all these mistakes.. they make you who you are today.
just be careful. because you may know what day it is, you may know who you love and who you dislike, you may know what the time is.. but something you don't know is, When is your time?
choose and make your choices wisely.
use your brain, what's it for? use it wisely. don't waste your time caring about something that doesn't really matter in the end. be kind to people. treat people the way you'd like to be treated. give to the poor, to the less fortunate. appreciate every breath you take because every second, a breath is shortened. a heart stops beating. a person stops living.
that person can be you sooner than you'd think.
we know that.
what we don't know is... when?
now? tomorrow? next month? in a year? before you have children?
so many questions are asked, but not many are answered. not many can be answered.
appreciate because your only one chance at life can be taken away so easily..
Tuesday, June 29, 2010
commitment
in the past month, my life has dropped into the darkness area that i never wanted to go back to. i've changed. everybody always tells me that because i'm still so young, i should go out and have fun and not worry about much, because i'm only a teenager. but what if i live my youth mucking around and making inconsiderate decisions and mistakes, and my time is short? what if my life ends when it's too late to start taking things seriously?
ive made a commitment to myself. i plan to improve next term in school, get more organized, and focus a lot more in classes and with homework. im not blaming anybody else but myself, because it is my fault. so i stepped up and make a wise decision - to delete the social networking website that i was literally on 24 hours a day - facebook. so, i deleted it.
thats the first step to improving. now that i don't have much to do on the internet, i won't be on as much as i used to be on, when i had a reason to be on it.
which means, focusing more on my education rather than what's happening on facebook, and who commented on my pictures, or statuses or who wrote on my wall.
im sure missing it, though, but we're gonna have to miss a lot of things in life that we can not have.
this goal i've set is very serious, me, my parents and my school homegroup teacher will be having another interview about 2 weeks into the next term, to see how i'm doing, and if im improving. i will work so very hard to make sure the interview will be full of good news.
ive made a commitment to myself. i plan to improve next term in school, get more organized, and focus a lot more in classes and with homework. im not blaming anybody else but myself, because it is my fault. so i stepped up and make a wise decision - to delete the social networking website that i was literally on 24 hours a day - facebook. so, i deleted it.
thats the first step to improving. now that i don't have much to do on the internet, i won't be on as much as i used to be on, when i had a reason to be on it.
which means, focusing more on my education rather than what's happening on facebook, and who commented on my pictures, or statuses or who wrote on my wall.
im sure missing it, though, but we're gonna have to miss a lot of things in life that we can not have.
this goal i've set is very serious, me, my parents and my school homegroup teacher will be having another interview about 2 weeks into the next term, to see how i'm doing, and if im improving. i will work so very hard to make sure the interview will be full of good news.
Saturday, June 26, 2010
internet death
yes, yes, i know that i havent been on for so so so long. my apologies. a lot has happened, actually, a lot of unexpected things that have finally proved to me that life does not always go my way. which is a bummer i guess.
i have to learn how to juggle. i have no more facebook now because my grades have dropped, and i believe that facebook is a big distraction. i feel so overwhelmed now because if i don't improve, im stopping myself and my family from going overseas at the end of the year, because i have to improve in order to go, otherwise i'd fail. and next year, i'm in year 11. a senior. big step.
ive been praying that i do improve. i just don't know what happened last semester. it's like ive changed but i never realized until someone told me. i feel so lost all of the time, like im desperete to find out my future, to know what im going to end up doing, marrying.. where i end up in the end. i just want to know. i need a sign, a message from God. i need somebody to tell me it's going to be alright in the end.
for every bit of moment in my life, i have a song to go along with it. this time, it was "the voice within" by christina aguilera.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eeaC8Iy_Nf0
i have to learn how to juggle. i have no more facebook now because my grades have dropped, and i believe that facebook is a big distraction. i feel so overwhelmed now because if i don't improve, im stopping myself and my family from going overseas at the end of the year, because i have to improve in order to go, otherwise i'd fail. and next year, i'm in year 11. a senior. big step.
ive been praying that i do improve. i just don't know what happened last semester. it's like ive changed but i never realized until someone told me. i feel so lost all of the time, like im desperete to find out my future, to know what im going to end up doing, marrying.. where i end up in the end. i just want to know. i need a sign, a message from God. i need somebody to tell me it's going to be alright in the end.
for every bit of moment in my life, i have a song to go along with it. this time, it was "the voice within" by christina aguilera.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eeaC8Iy_Nf0
Young girl, don't cry
I'll be right here when your world starts to fall
Young girl, it's all right
Your tears will dry, you'll soon be free to fly
When you're safe inside your room you tend to dream Of a place where nothing's harder than it seems No one ever wants or bothers to explain Of the heartache life can bring and what it means
When there's no one else
Look inside yourself
Like your oldest friend
Just trust the voice within
Then you'll find the strength
That will guide your way
If you will learn to begin
To trust the voice within
Young girl, don't hide You'll never change if you just run away
Young girl, just hold tight
And soon you're gonna see your brighter day
Now in a world where innocence is quickly claimed It's so hard to stand your ground when you're so afraid
No one reaches out a hand for you to hold
When you're lost outside look inside to your soul
When there's no one else
Look inside yourself
Like your oldest friend
Just trust the voice within
Then you'll find the strength
That will guide your way
If you will learn to begin
To trust the voice within
Yeah...
Life is a journey
It can take you anywhere you choose to go
As long as you're learning
You'll find all you'll ever need to know
You'll make it
You'll make it
Just don't go forsaking yourself
No one can stop you
You know that I'm talking to you
When there's no one else
Look inside yourself
Like your oldest friend
Just trust the voice within
Then you'll find the strength
That will guide your way
If you will learn to begin
To trust the voice within
Young girl don't cry
I'll be right here when your world starts to fall
I'll be right here when your world starts to fall
Young girl, it's all right
Your tears will dry, you'll soon be free to fly
When you're safe inside your room you tend to dream Of a place where nothing's harder than it seems No one ever wants or bothers to explain Of the heartache life can bring and what it means
When there's no one else
Look inside yourself
Like your oldest friend
Just trust the voice within
Then you'll find the strength
That will guide your way
If you will learn to begin
To trust the voice within
Young girl, don't hide You'll never change if you just run away
Young girl, just hold tight
And soon you're gonna see your brighter day
Now in a world where innocence is quickly claimed It's so hard to stand your ground when you're so afraid
No one reaches out a hand for you to hold
When you're lost outside look inside to your soul
When there's no one else
Look inside yourself
Like your oldest friend
Just trust the voice within
Then you'll find the strength
That will guide your way
If you will learn to begin
To trust the voice within
Yeah...
Life is a journey
It can take you anywhere you choose to go
As long as you're learning
You'll find all you'll ever need to know
You'll make it
You'll make it
Just don't go forsaking yourself
No one can stop you
You know that I'm talking to you
When there's no one else
Look inside yourself
Like your oldest friend
Just trust the voice within
Then you'll find the strength
That will guide your way
If you will learn to begin
To trust the voice within
Young girl don't cry
I'll be right here when your world starts to fall
the line out of this song that stands out the most for me, is probably "No one ever wants or bothers to explain Of the heartache life can bring and what it means" so true. i mean, i guess theres nobody really to blame, because everybody has their own stories, their own struggles. im just using this as something thats taught me something. when i have a daughter of my own, i'll be sure to be there for her, to warn her that life might get rough at times, i'll be sure to comfort her, not make things worse, because i know how that feels and i dont want anybody feeling the way ive felt for the past 2 years.
if you're struggling through a time in your life right now.. just remember that im here. remember that theres always somebody who has got it worse than you've got it. no matter how hard that may seem to believe, it's true.
just be grateful that...
that you're alive.
if that's not something to smile about, then what is?
appreciate that you've got a bed to sleep in, food to keep your stomach full, water to drink, and a roof over your head. clothes to wear. a COMPUTER to read blogs from.
there's one more thing you should remember...
life doesn't get easier.
you just get stronger.
if you're struggling through a time in your life right now.. just remember that im here. remember that theres always somebody who has got it worse than you've got it. no matter how hard that may seem to believe, it's true.
just be grateful that...
that you're alive.
if that's not something to smile about, then what is?
appreciate that you've got a bed to sleep in, food to keep your stomach full, water to drink, and a roof over your head. clothes to wear. a COMPUTER to read blogs from.
there's one more thing you should remember...
life doesn't get easier.
you just get stronger.
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