Wednesday, November 25, 2009

opinionated part 2+exams

When I was younger... I thought that everybody had the same small little features. Same nose, same ears, same eye-shape, same mouth-shape - none of that really mattered because I didn't think there was anything to worry about.

As I grew older... I realized I was wrong. Everybody has different noses, mouths, ears, eyes. Now looking at that sentence, I'm just like, wow I must have been dumb!! But it wasn't any of the immature stupidity within me... It was the innocence. The innocence of being young and free. I never worried about homework, boys, my looks, my clothes... I mean, yeah, I wanted to look nice - but that wasn't at the top of my to-do list.

But now, all of that really matters - especially in a teenage life. Everyday I look at people and notice the different features they have to me. It always reminds me of that time where none of that mattered and everything was so innocently perfect.

I took all of that for granted. I wish somebody was there to remind me to appreciate it all cause everything could change very soon. Who knows, maybe someone did try to remind me. I probably never listened.

I hate it when life seems like it can't get any better... and BANG! Something little happens and your life falls back down again. I HATE IT. I've got exams now, and I'm stressing so much. I don't know what to do. What if I fail?

I'm going to go and try and study. Thanks for your support. <3

Tuesday, November 24, 2009

opinionated part 1

Before I go on, I'd like to ask for your opinion on something. Do you think it's possible in a few years to get all of these blogs and set them out straight - if you know what I mean - and create a book out of them for teenagers all around the world? Do you think it'll sell? I'd really like to show the world what I can do.

Second.. SORRY!! SORRY SORRY SORRY! I know I haven't been blogging in so long. My life is like... busy. School's almost over for the Summer, and I am willing to get good grades. Pray for me! And there's just problems with friends and boys and all of that normal teenage stuff. It's taking over my life!! AHHH!

Hahahah. So, how have you been???? Anything new happen? Anything I need to know about? Anything you'd like to talk to me about??? Whatever it is - I'm here!! :)

Moving on now.. We've all had that little argument with our parents, right? Do you know how much I hate it? It kills me, literally. My mum thinks she can control every minute of my life! I wish she could know that I have a social life and I'm SO different to every other teenager at my school BECAUSE of HER.

I know in every one of my blogs, I can be a total hypocrite. But you know what, I don't really mind. Because this is where I come to express what I feel and because I'm not perfect - I can be a hypocrite. Most of the times it's because I'm going against something but also trying to give myself a positive outlook on the situation, so I think of ways somebody would think if they were in the opposite position that I am in. It doesn't always work, but it sure does help.

I know most of you know a lot about me by now, but there's many things you probably don't. I'm very opinionated. I like to express my opinion, and I hate it when someone goes against my opinion. I know an opinion isn't a fact, I know that. But then people express THEIR opinion, go against YOURS, and pretend that what THEY'RE saying is the truth.. when it's NEVER the truth.

An opinion is an opinion. A fact is a fact. You can't sit there and say "In my opinion, banana's are yellow." Or "In my opinion, the sky is blue." Or "In my opinion, the clouds are..." And you know where I'm going with this. ;) Haha. That's my point. Those things I just said.. They're not opinions... They're facts. They're the truth.

I don't even know where I'm going with this entire blog, and I need to go to sleep. Part 2 will be up tomorrow!!!!!!

I love you all with every little piece of my heart. You mean the world to me, honestly. You're beautiful in every possible way and I can't even seem to live without you. ANY of you.


P.S: I'd like to personally thank all of my amazing 21 followers on my blog. But still, I only get about 1-3 comments in each blog. I really would like to know that you're reading. A simple "I'm reading" is fine, too. And due to past experiences, only those with accounts can comment - and 21 of you do have an account. I just really hope I'm not writing to myself. Please let me know if you're reading. Thank you. xoxoxo

Sunday, November 8, 2009

blog 4 da h8ters

sometimes I just want to say a few things to haters out there. so ima get right to it.

okay so, hi. we haven't met before, have we? how's lif- aw, what? you hate me? but how can you possibly hate someone you don't even know? that's ridiculous! AND it makes me laugh, so good on you!

honestly.. i really don't give a shit if you hate a band or an artist. i respect that. but if you're gonna be such a b*tch about it to me.. well then expect something in return. but from my experiences, this is how it all works:

get criticized for liking a band/artist.
get called names.
have that band/artist bagged on.
complain about you complaining.

AND if the hater gets a lotta shit in return:


this is all pointless, this fighting. i mean, you can't POSSIBLY think that if you bag out a band that i like, i'm not gonna say anything? of course i am. but EXPECT IT in return. a lotta haters complain about you complaining. "i've moved on now" "she's being immature" "you're wasting your time".

what the HECK do you do for a living? criticize someone and just "move on"? start a fight and tell the person THEY'RE wasting their time? wow, man.

you really need to find some love within yourself. i'm sure it's there somewhere.

my point is.. we're all different people. that's why there's different things in the world. different clothes, different food, different music, movies, colors.. it's because we're all different. so saying something like it's a fact like "____ suck so bad, go listen to real music!" is NOT a fact. it's just an opinion. sometimes opinions can be wrong, even if that doesn't make sense.

what's "good music", anyway? good music should be told from EVERYBODY's perspective. because that type of music may seem "good" to you, however, it may not seem "good" to others.

get that in your mind buddy!

and plus, why do you even care what other people listen to? is this your first step to "taking over the world"? hahahaha. you make me laugh.

it's not like the people who listen to bands you hate are gonna shove their iPod's earphones into your ears!!!!!!


you can listen to whatever you want, i DON'T care. just do me favor and let me listen to whatever i want? if you weren't so nosy, it wouldn't effect you.

and if it is, what's it effecting? the band YOU like to lose fans? the world turning into mars? your grandma dancing in public? that band/artist taking over youtube? taking over the world? ohhhh, i know! you're afraid if they take over the world and make everybody wear pink and lovehearts, aren't you!

that's the thing...... NONE of these reasons SHOULD be effecting you JUST because of what OTHER people like.

live your life. you don't need to care how others live theirs.

so goodnight. and goodbye. (although it's morning now, i wrote this last night).

love you guys, xo -hibz

Wednesday, November 4, 2009

support others

I know that I have not lived that long yet, and I do know that I have yet more to face. But I've lived long enough to realize that there are different types of worlds and each day, we're in a different one. There's a cold world. There's a warm world. There's a cloudy world. A rainy world. A happy world.

Life can be cruel but life can be sweet. Just like people are cruel, and people are sweet. It all connects in. If you have ever struggled in your life.. Don't feel afraid or alone.

On November the 13th, support those who are struggling dealing with life by writing "Love" on your hands. When someone asks why, tell them about this.

I don't want any of you feeling low and depressed - because I know that you're strong enough to battle that part of the day and skip it. Just simply skip it.

Love you all.