Thursday, July 14, 2011

nobody understands

You don't understand that the only reason I don't want to go anywhere might be because I'm insecure. Maybe it's because I feel fat, I feel ugly, and don't want to be seen in public. You never understand that nor do you want to understand it. I wish you could be someone who sits there and talks to me about my insecurities... So I can just cry on your shoulder and you can tell me everything will be okay.

I guess that's too much to ask for, right? I'm a teenage girl. I get insecure. I get stressed. I'm confused. I'm lost. I don't know where to go. I get lazy. I want to change my looks so I can be happy with myself.

I wish you could understand that.

Here's a song that perfectly describes me so I don't have to sit here rambling on like I usually do.


Look at me, you may think you see
Who I really am but you'll never know me.
Every day it's as if I play a part
Now I see if I wear a mask
I can fool the world but I cannot fool my heart

Who is that girl I see staring straight back at me?
When will my reflection show who I am inside?

I am now in a world where I
Have to hide my heart and what I believe in
But somehow I will show the world
What's inside my heart and be loved for who I am

Who is that girl I see staring straight back at me?
Why is my reflection someone I don't know?

Must I pretend that I'm someone else for all time?
When will my reflection show who I am inside?
There's a heart that must be free to fly
That burns with a need to know the reason why

Why must we all conceal what we think and how we feel?
Must there be a secret me I'm forced to hide?
I won't pretend that I'm someone else for all time
When will my reflection show who I am inside?


Goodnight beautiful people.

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